To me, every new year to April is the fastest time of the year.

In January I told myself: it’s Ok, you are still the same age.

And within a blink, it’s my birthday.

To be honest, I just wanted to treat it as a normal day,

curled up in a corner and waited for it to pass.

And I got to be asked again…

Please tell me where to get these things.

I was once young and naive

But it’s been many years after 30, and I’m still living.

To myself, and to you who would get a little moody on your birthday.